Cloud One

Time and time it's been my dream just to speak out loud my thoughts. Why? I don't know. May be just to free my mind. May be to let the world know how crazy I am. Should there be a reason to do something? Again I don't know. But sometimes it feels that as much as we say that there need not be any reason to do something we always have a reason. May be it won't be clear to us that minute or we may never know but still at the moment of the action, known or unknown we have a reason. And there I go. Bantering away. But that was the purpose. Not to hold myself to the laws, customs of expressing oneself  but to be the wild and freeman in the jungle (not necessarily Tarzan).

At this very moment I see people judging me. From the few words that I have written above people will try to judge. But why? Why do we always need to judge a person? Can't we just take that person for who they are and leave it at that rather than trying to judge their whole life? Again I don't know. May be it's a necessity. May be it's our ego trying to figure out whether we are ahead or not.

Amid a lot of questions and I don't knows I have lost the purpose of the Distant Clouds. As I started this is to express my thoughts. But not just every thought that comes to my mind. But the thoughts which all of us might be going through day to day and how I cope with them. May be am another pandit trying to prove I know how to handle everything. But NO. I am not. I don't know how to handle most things and still I get along, through lot of mistakes, hurts and scars. All I hope is that someone out there will gain something, anything out of this for their lives or may just can come here and laugh off their worries. Isn't that what clouds do? When you're all down and out you look up to the sky. The clouds will give you hope... The clouds will make you smile...